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heee.... it seem that im gona make my journal a mth thing.. hahah this way more juicy stuff to write..
Firstly congrats 2 my beloved bf who finally get a job after 4mths .. of hard work
and its a big well known company too... im so proud of my munchkin...;0
i noe he werks hard for it and now its all paid off...
and the pay is good so more treats for me to come.. HEH...
And oso my 22 berfday was a blast...
good frens and bf put loads of effort in that surprise till i cry...
i nvr haf anything nearly as good as this...
well MY BF bought me my FAV VANS shoe.... i love him... and a lovely necklace
it mean so much knowing he managed to hide it well from me and buy my gift secretly...
im so blessed to haf good frens and a lovely bf... nothing else matter.. and wait.. i love my job too..
woohoo life seem perfect at this moment.. nothing else matters...
hari raya come and go and it was normal as other years but i get to spend it with my lovely bf this yr..
it was fun looking for clothes 2gather and choosing the right colors...
we had the biggest argument a few dae ago but we still survive...
my best fren told me that if u love sumone...
no matter how bad the situation is, u will sumhow forgive them and go thru it with them till the end..
and i love my bf so much that i sumhow forget all the fights that ever happen... ;)
and i cant wait to go bowling with him 2morow..
he jus make my life so much more fun than 21 yrs ago.. heh;)
and My chemical romance will be playing at max pavilion on the 11th..
woohoooo..... another good concert to go... wah sibei shiok...
i dun care if frens say eh theres gona be alot of young wanabes or this or that.. i will still GO..
love the band for their music, not of what kind of fan base they had... woohooo...
and my bf are so on and this will b our 2nd concert 2gather beside nofx....
im sure we gona haf loads of fun....
cant wait to see my fav bassist... if onli mikey still haf his specs on.. he looks so cute in it...
haizzz....
seriously i cant wait.. hopefulyy they play my fav old song.. vampire will nvr hurt you..
that will be the blast man.. hahaha;)
WOW this yr will end nicely.... MUSE was a great band to catch in the begining of the yr
and mcr would end it the way it start.... woots woots...
ok ok got to go now.... nite ppl.....

since last sat, i been out for strait nine daes....
I am so tire but still haf some energy spare to update my life.. heh\
im so looking forward to next week as my dearest bf haf the bestest schd ever...
we gona be miting up almost everiday to make up for the lost time the past few weeks..
cant wait..... heh..
hmm flea market on sat was not bad.. tiramisu and great spy sum up everything..
i almost sold all my dreses and shirt and stuff...
our store was the most popular ones.. haha...
put me huda and mon junks together it will be ppl treasure.. hah..
maybe we haf colorful and unique taste that our clothes almost all gone.. hahah...
yellowcard, mae and sum 41 new album rock my socks...
im addicted to every songs they haf...
and its good thing that the bands u like went mainstream cause the cd cost way much cheaper...
muhahahaha...
all above mention albums selling below 20... how cool is that??
for other bands that i like that yet to break thru mainstream.. the cd cost me like at least 40 bux??
yeah...
werk been fun and good...
and i jus bought a 150 dolars cute pinafold dress from ware house..
haizz promise myself not to spend on branded stuff but cant help it..
my bf say im too expensive to keep but HEY i spent all using my own money and he shut up...
hahah he so cute lah... jus love the way he sulk and the way he smile... melts my heart... <3
i cant wait for weeknds to come.. haf so much plans...
and im gona be 22 in 2 weeks time... how time flies..
last yr i was in the most shitty mood for my berfday... and its 21 sumore...
but at least gd frens was there to brighten up my daes..
this yr im in the most happiest mood ever... gd frens are still here and i found my soulmate..
wat else can i ask for?? and dear bf... no need to buy me anything...
ure the tbest thing that can ever happen to me..
but either ipod video, t20 or psp i wouldnt mind tho... muhahahahahaha...
woo.. cant wait for the upcoming daes.... so much love to be shared....
and to mon and huda.. ur the best gfs i ever haf...
i had fun on sat and i can imagine how we gerls looks like if we ever haf ou own store.. hahah
and to zanna thanks for ur company and gd skills of folding the clothes... ure the best.. hahah.
love u babes... ok i wana sleep.. nite...

Wow it been two long mths.....
wel my room comp broke down and im super lazi wana use the laptop...
y? cause my room comp i can instantly go thru any personal website without typing out th password..
the lappie.... i share it with sis so cannot anyow leave the password ard and thats beside the point...
im bad at remembering anyhting... so dun expect me to remember all this password thingy... heh...
life been good.. went to funeral for a friend gig and it was awesome.. i was so hyper till im so worn out that i can faint.. mosh thru those young kids and beat their heads off wen they try to push me..
wahahahaah... the crowd was so diff.... during nofx, i was out of the mosh pitt during the 1st song lah sia..
but funeral for a friend there were so many young kids.. so mnay of them ard sia... i feel so old sia..
wen band go mainstream... so do the fans... HAH... some of the gerls even wear like they wana go homeclub lah ia.. eh this not indie band u noe... wah macam paham arh budak2 nie semua.. but it was fun being fierce and being rowdy knowing these kids all yaya one... they dun dare to mosh like really2 mosh.. so i happily kick them push their heads and one of the boys even look at me... wana fite.. hahah forget it.. too young lah..
and the gerl infront huda so irritating.. dah ketiak busk gila.. she turn ard telling huda off.. she went like..
"excuse me ur bag is hitting my back.." HELLLOOOOO this is a blardi gig... and hello u suppose to be rowdy and hyper during ur fav bands playing.. LIKE HELLLOOOOOOO... bodoh siak that smelly fucker..
i was so piss that wen the next song came up i push her into the mosh pitt until she fell down...
abit too mean cause she look like she wana cry but who cares...
no one haf a good ending if they mess with my frens or me.. hah,, fierce aku tau..
it was fun... i feel like crying wen they play escape artist .... i was jumping ard like hell.. woohooo..
u guys rock my socks beside muse,,,
ok back to reality... BILA ATARIS NAK TURUN CIBAI?? haizzz...
well life ben awesome... i love MY BF than ever.. i noe he's the one.. my soulmate..
we click almost in everything... i love him to bits...
let me say this... IM HAPPY AND IN LOVE like never before...
he jus so special... he jus everything i need....
he mite not be that tall fair lean and well dress guy but he always rock my world..
mu cute crappy punkrock bf... hahahaha....i feel like 16 wen i ssay thaT... BUT WHO CARES...
hahaha
and things been good for me this past few mths..
fasting mth been good...
fasting mth is even beautiful wen u get to spend it wisely with sumone u love so much..
it been 5 mths already and time pass so quickly... it feels like yest that we went on our 1st date..
wah having a crush on him for mths before finally get to go on a date and finally be his gf...
it was a fairy tale ending.....
i love my chubby cute lovely sweet bf... HUGS...
and ok move on... i gotta sleep now.. i think i crap too much liao..
and ppl buy oct issue of seventeen and vote for me and huda...
pls pls pls if u consider us as our fren... make our drem come true.... ;)

i must say 2007 is a preeti bad yr for most of me and my frens..
So many SWAY things happen to us..
and the one that affect us will be the CLOSING down of bella..
that's preeti sad i must tell you..
that's like the onli place where we can meet gather gossip bitching session
and so much more.. the place of sin i call it.. ;)
BUt i must say it's a preeti good yr for me..
get to watch muse and funeral for a fren...
FInally met sumone who i adore and heart so much.. ;)
giving singfest a miss... haizz avenged sevenfold..
nvm watch u guys at youtube onli lah..
but im sure i wont gif funeral a miss...
small bro berfday coming and its so hard to find a gift for a 10 yr old kid..
haizzzz...
i am certified a daytona queen now.. erm well most likely..
HEY i beat a bunch of guys 3 days straight..
beat my bf and his gd fren...
beat 2 of my cina frens who well known for gaming
and lastly beat the bf and 2 other guys...
WOWNESS.... hail me now.. wahahahahahah...
oh well maybe im getting pro after years of practicing..
oh well im a better gamer than my bf..
but instead of feeling piss he could kiss me and say "my gf so terror"
dun noe if he meant it well or sarcasticly lah eh.. heh..
and this week we been thru a bad week..
and im so sori to my beloved bf for my untame behaviour..
this week it was a case of sumthing much more worse than PMS.. haizzz..
i will make it up to you.. i promise..
yest flea market at arab street was hot.. super hot sia..
BUT THE STUFF THERE NOT BAD... But the price there eh scary shit sia..
all 30 plus and above.. hahhaha..
but managed to grab a sexy black top and cute skirt..
both for 20 bux which is not bad lah..
and yest my small bro tag along...

and there this guy who take the same train as us..
he alight at the same destination
and wen he turn ard he gave me the widest GRIN i ever seen.
and all i can say was SHIT... not now.. not wen im with my KEPO baby bro...
and it haf to happen.... he turn ard and say blah blah blah..
my bro was grining widely like a mad boy and he was the one
who ans all the question the guy ask me...
my bro is a super hyper 10 yr old kid so yeah..
he get excietd instead of me wen sumone wana get to noe me.. haizzz....
and wen the guy ask for my num i was using my old tricks..
why not u gave me urs cause i dun remember my num and i would msg u my num..
that trick always werk the best casue after he pass the num i would not even save it..
pass it?? fat hope.. HAH..
but yest my small kepo bro wa there and after i say that line he straight away say..
I REMEMBER KAKAK NUM...
wah nb... at that moment mcm nak kasi jer ni budak kecik.. haizzz...
so yeah thats how he get my num and now he keep msging me even tho he noes i haf a BF.. haizzz...
u noe one day i will kick my bro ass so hard that he will learn wen to keep shut and wen to talk..
and the guy even say he like my bro casue he so adorable..
YES MY BRO FUCKING ADORABLE...
to the extend that i wana pinch squeeze and kick his ass..
and he even told my mum the story wen we reach home..
and my parents jus laugh at me.. thanks arh eh..
wat a nite.. told mon about it and she laugh at it too...
u guys wouldnt noe how it feels like to be stuck in that awkward position
with a small UNTAME kid ard... haizzz...
oh well back to reality... today im staying home after 2 weeks of guin out everiday..
tired and guin bankrupt soon..
ok i wana read my book and drink hot coco... today weather is sucha darling... ;)

Wow.. so many things happen btwn this 2 weeks im m.i.a...
last sun tweet broke his arm... jus a mth away from japan..
i feel you my dear fren..
next time any of you guin oversea in a mth or 2 pls stay at home and rest
and take care of urself rather than fooling ard or go play soccer.. heh..
tickets for bangkok haf oredi been paid.. so that means we guin to bangkok for sure..
hell yeah...
been thru shitty moments with the love ones but now we all back to happy moments..
many thanks go to the bf for being there with me during my lowest point..
if not for him who put the smile back i wouldnt noe wat to do..
he so sweet... even tho its really a bitch to tame a bitch.. hahahaa..
but all he haf is patiemce and love and that's what make us grow stronger...
and there so many bands coming this yr alone.. the used will be here in nov and
MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE ard dec...
confimr this two bands will haf the most percentage of emo kiddos..
hahahahhah.. but wat the heck.. i will definitely go sia..
and singfest this 8 and 9 aug... sialah why they dun wan put sugaray on the day with avvenged.academy is,mxpx and hinder sia??
why must they perform on the 8th which haf the least of my interest??
why cant the blardi 150 bux tix is for 2 daes not i day?? nb nb.. haizzz..
this mth i spend on TICKETS SIA... 170 for bangkok flight..
and 150 for singfest... knn...
luckyly funeral for a friend is at sep which i can take my time buying the blardi tix..
money money... but its all worth it..
i wish i got extra for gwen... but how.. 15o FOR SINGFEST is oredi a HUGE blow..
hahahaha... but gwen can wait arh...

and i feel shitty about my past.. how i wish i can turn back time and be a good gerl..
but i dun regret duin anyhting.. just wish i could change it..
but what done is done... and i love my life now...
and hopefully it wont rain today... me and the boy wan to camwhore badly... ;)